
^^^ alison

my baby

going back to this, sucks. </3
you’re two hundred miles away sleeping, and I wish you were back here in my arms. It’s so lonely without you :(
when I look into your eyes, it’s like watching the night sky, or a beautiful sunrise, there’s so much they hold.
For some reason, today at 7am, the thought that Ali is gonna be leaving sometime in the near future took over my brain. I guess with her applying to colleges, some being very far away, it has put me in a scared state. I knew from the very beginning her living with me wasn’t a permanent thing, but idk how I’m gonna be okay after having her live with me 3+ months. There hasn’t been a day that she was here that I wasn’t extremely grateful & thankful that I had her here with me. Man, I don’t know. I’m trying to fight tears on the train, on the way to school. It just sucks. Now we’re finally getting in a good schedule, a routine that both fits for us here together and soon it will have to be broken once again. I know we can get through anything. We’ve proved that this far, but I don’t wanna say goodbye to my baby, don’t wanna give her that one last hug. Anddd now I am sobbing on the train. Normal.
Ashley Nicole,
I love you.
Just scrolled past this and almost crieeddd. I love you. And miss you.









